The most difficult part of my journey has not been the fragments and alters. Jesus and Abba soverignly walked me through those dark places. My part was simply to hunger with a strong commitment and obedience. I have found the most difficult part of my journey to be generational curses. The reason I didn’t want to go to earth to be conceived and born was curses on my life even before conception. I remember how reluctant I was to go, at Jesus’ bidding, to my parents.
When I took the time to go through the renunciations provided by Restoration in Christ Ministries (www.rcm-usa.org) I was surprised at the massive exit of dark entities, like a dust cloud. There was a definite sense of greater freedom.
What caught my attention as I thought about my first year of life and the two bouts of double pneumonia before I was a year old – it seemed that my mother and her father, my maternal grandfather, prayed much for me, but their prayers were like curses! How was that possible, I wondered. As far as I knew, Mom’s ancestry was Quaker and they were good people. I did have a question about Grandpa’s father, though, so I obtained that man’s obituary. Sure enough. My maternal great grandfather was a Freemason, belonging to two different lodges.
I followed up with a closer look at the manifestation of curses and found that it was generally the first-born who was targeted with certain curses. Because Mom and Grandpa had no understanding of Masonry curses, their prayers were perverted by the enemy who saw me as his property. Three areas of physical health effected by Freemasonry are respiratory; blood conditions and circulatory problems; and lack of emotional balance. (https://youtu.be/lnri2zV5KDA) All of these can be observed in my family line back to the great grandfather.
A complete surprise was discovering that I have druidic roots, too. I am our family genealogist and knew that was possible, but had only been successful in tracing maternal ancestry back to early America. I knew Mom’s family was English, however. Druidic roots are quite different from Freemasonry but definitely noticeable. Because Druids were the intelligencia of their day, and because they dealt with knowledge that God had forbidden (Post: Basis of My Calling), their power was/is strong witchcraft.
For example, one of the disheartening druidic curses that has followed me has been the suspicion by those in leadership that I am a danger to them – guilty of high treason (Arthur Burk at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnNU0lqAXRc). My calling in the Lord is intercession, so this attitude of leaders toward me has been heartbreaking. Druidic traits include ability to discern and wisdom, which has been a blessing to my siblings and me, but the perversion of knowledge of the future (prophesy) has brought heartache and distrust.
Falling out of agreement with those curses while facilitating the blessings has caused me some confusion and hesitation as to how to proceed. I believe I’ve heard the Holy Spirit saying to rest in Him and trust Him to guide me and teach me. He will show me the way.
There are occultic practices on both sides of my family, as is probably true of all families if they are searched far enough back. Those practices are usually not as severe as the “organized” witchcraft of Freemasonry and Druidism. But bloodshed, Satanism, and deliberate abuse for programming of victims is on the rise and must be dealt with by Jesus. Both victims and perpetrators need to repent and accept the precious Blood of Jesus for sins of rage and bitterness, of violence and bloodshed.
After repentance comes a process of healing and recovery with the triune God reaching down in pity and compassion to lift up His beloved, broken humanity. Inner healing, emotional healing are simply words describing the process of holiness our Lord is calling us to. I wonder if those who say they are too busy or that their history is too intricate have really considered what the walk with Jesus is about. The love and intimacy of walking with my Beloved has been worth every step on the path with Him.